Question ...

What do you do if you are in a relationship with a REALLY great person but past problems keep pulling you into this mindset of fear on going further in the relationship (sexually) I have gone farther than this person has but i cant figure out why i cant so this one thing (which ive done SO many times) I would rather go all the way than do this thing. I cant explain it. He is the first guy ive had a good relationship with for...2 years almost... How come its so hard to get back doing what i had been doing for so long? Please i need advice. I dont want to lose this one over something so stupid. (although i dont think that he would dump me just for that but i really dont want to dissapoint him.... you know how i am!)

With love

Jessica

friday.... game.... froze to death
friday night saw elliott and was ressurected
saturday...went shopping got my phone stolen
saturady night elliott came over and watched the GT Clemson game...cried (becuase of the game not elliott)
sunday...church...moes....ummmm...hung out at Ian's and watched the Falcons game (woot)
sunday night went to netherworld...started dating Ryan...going to homecoming with him....went out to Chris's Pizza House...melanie spent the night
monday...was so sore and tired and kinda had a cold from the night before (which scared me shitless) ...so i didnt go to school to help paint... felt kinda bad...went to the mall to try to find accessories for my dress which is impossible...went to Ian's again to hang out...went to Meltons... came home... really tired....

p.s. might get my braces off sometimes soon!! going in tomorrowto see how they are!! (cross your fingers!!!)

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Yes.